The Fox in the Reading Room
A fox was found on the reading-room window seat one Tuesday morning. Nobody heard it come in, and a senior decided it was auditing.
It was a Tuesday in early October, and the reading room was already full when someone noticed the fox. It had settled on the window seat in the far alcove, the one that gets the morning sun, and was watching the students the way a proctor watches an exam — patient, unhurried, faintly bored. No one heard it come in. The window there has been painted shut since 1983, which is the sort of fact the school maintains with a real commitment to inconvenience. We did the only sensible thing, which was to keep reading. Mrs. Hollins brought a saucer of water and set it on the floor a few feet away, and the fox regarded the saucer, then Mrs. Hollins, then returned to the window, as if to say that it was here for the quiet and not the hospitality. It stayed through two class periods. A student tried to sketch it and got the tail wrong and kept going anyway, which is the correct way to draw a fox. Someone else whispered that it must be lost. A senior, without looking up, said it was not lost, it was auditing, and the fox did nothing to contradict this. Sometime around eleven it stood, stretched in the way dogs do, and walked out through the door a student had propped open for the mail. We have not seen it again. There is a rumor that it comes back at night, which there is no evidence for and which everyone believes. What I keep from the morning is not the fox but the room around it — fifteen students and a wild animal, all pretending to be busy, and the particular quiet of people being very careful not to ruin a good thing. That is a kind of attention we try to teach. We rarely teach it that well, and we have never managed to teach it on purpose. We are considering, only half-joking, hiring the fox.
